Micah,
You are 8 1/2 months old. These are things you can do:
You have been crawling since you were 5 1/2 months old
You can stand unassisted for up to 30 seconds when you want to(not walking yet, but Mommy is OK with that:))-only one time I have seen you stand up on your own without pulling up on anything
You babble sounds-mostly "bahbahbah"- but occasionally its "mahmahmah" and earlier this week you said "mama" but you haven't done it since then.
We moved into our new house in Crowley and didnt put a babygate like we had in our townhouse, so now you into EVERYTHING!! You push around all the chairs and your bigger toys(your music table and walker). I have seen you knock over a chair and push it into the living room and yesterday you turned over your music table and pushed it into the middle of the kitchen. I thought that you might be pushing your music table over on accident so I turned it back for you but you pushed it over again, showing Mommy you wanted it that way.
You are in a phase(hopefully) just a phase of meal time being difficult. You hate having to sit still for Mommy or Daddy to feed you, so we let you hold a spoon and play with it while you eat(for now). On our family Vacation you showed everyone how much you hate mealtime. Aunt Heather and Aunt Mandy though it was funny that you cry the same way Mommy used to, so they laughed which just made you want more attention.
You also have made a bad habit over the last few months of making it difficult for anyone to give you a bottle and especially change your diaper. When someone tries to change your diaper, you flip over as quick as you can to find something to play with, so sometimes I can get you to lay (kid of) still if you have something to play with.
You have started crying loudly when you dont get what you want. This is very recent so people that dont know you well are quick to get you what you want, but Mommy and Daddy know better:)
Some funny things you have done recently: When you dont get what you want, you cry loudly and start shaking your fist up and down.
You love feet and shoes and the other day when Daddy got home you chased his feet in circles trying to get his stinky shoes.
Mommy found a dead bug in your mouth a week ago. It was funny but also scared Mommy a little. (I really do keep my house clean, we just haven't resolved the bug issues in our new house all they way)
Found out why you are a boy when Mommy was changing you and were a little too fascinated
You also mostly take 2 longer naps a day instead of a 4 or 5 30 minute naps, and Mommy is very grateful:)
In 3 1/2 short months you will have lived a whole year! It went by too fast for Mommy and Daddy but we are excited to see what God has in store for your little life in the coming years!!
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Letter to Micah
Dear Micah,
You are now 16 weeks old, that's about 3 1/2 months(usually its 4 months but because of the calendar you won't technically be 4 months old for about 2 more weeks)
You are a very active little baby boy and very talkative. You like "standing" on anyone's lap who wants to hold you and you love any toys that allow you to "stand". Your Nana bought you a jumperoo for Christmas and you love it, even though your feet don't don't touch the floor!!
You are a great NIGHT sleeper, but during the day you don't usually nap for more than 30 minutes at a time. You are a very cuddly baby, unless you just want to play. Sometimes when I try to rock you to sleep, you pull your paci out of your mouth because it makes you sleepy. I love giving you your bottle at night because it makes you fall asleep and you have the sweetest look on your face.
You started smiling at Daddy when you were one month old, but Mommy didnt get that smile out until you were 2 months old. Your Daddy also made you laugh for the first time this month, but you have not belly laughed that hard since. Now you love smiling at people everywhere when they smile at you, but sometimes a funny look might scare you and you stick out your bottom lip and start to cry.
This month you started drooling on everything and everyone and today your Daddy and I realized that your first tooth is growing!
Everyone tells me that you like exactly like your Daddy, and you do. But at Christmas, Aunt Heather pulled out one of mommy's old baby pictures, and your face looks like mine a little too!!
Your Daddy and I are so thankful that God chose us to be your parents and we are so excited about what God has in your future!
You are now 16 weeks old, that's about 3 1/2 months(usually its 4 months but because of the calendar you won't technically be 4 months old for about 2 more weeks)
You are a very active little baby boy and very talkative. You like "standing" on anyone's lap who wants to hold you and you love any toys that allow you to "stand". Your Nana bought you a jumperoo for Christmas and you love it, even though your feet don't don't touch the floor!!
You are a great NIGHT sleeper, but during the day you don't usually nap for more than 30 minutes at a time. You are a very cuddly baby, unless you just want to play. Sometimes when I try to rock you to sleep, you pull your paci out of your mouth because it makes you sleepy. I love giving you your bottle at night because it makes you fall asleep and you have the sweetest look on your face.
You started smiling at Daddy when you were one month old, but Mommy didnt get that smile out until you were 2 months old. Your Daddy also made you laugh for the first time this month, but you have not belly laughed that hard since. Now you love smiling at people everywhere when they smile at you, but sometimes a funny look might scare you and you stick out your bottom lip and start to cry.
This month you started drooling on everything and everyone and today your Daddy and I realized that your first tooth is growing!
Everyone tells me that you like exactly like your Daddy, and you do. But at Christmas, Aunt Heather pulled out one of mommy's old baby pictures, and your face looks like mine a little too!!
Your Daddy and I are so thankful that God chose us to be your parents and we are so excited about what God has in your future!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
That's Intense....
"Sometimes we forget that's Gods grace and forgiveness is as INTENSE [if not more] than how intense we THINK our sins are"
WAPAW! That was the sound of that statement slapping me upside the head. Who has 2 thumbs and was taking the truth of that statement for granted? This girl! On Sunday, my lifegroup had a discussion about worldly peace vs. peace that God brings and one of my friends said this.
The world easily helps us forget that our standing with God and his forgiveness is not based on anything we have done, are doing, or will do. It's based of what HE has done. How easily we hear that statement and say "Ya I know" but really do you??? Just take a minute and think about that statement.
That way of thinking is soo beyond the realm of human understanding, the closest replica we have of that relationship is the love a parent has for their child(which has the meaning for me now that I am a parent).
This also made me think about a friend of mine from high School that I was recently talking to. This friend has had hard year and I have told him many times that I would be praying for him and asked him what he believes. He said that He feels like he has asked God for forgiveness from his sins but he cannot(my friend) understand how God would forgive him when he cannot forgive himself. I told him that is was all part of God's beautiful mystery. That;s our human way of trying to understand, but its way more intense than we can imagine................
WAPAW! That was the sound of that statement slapping me upside the head. Who has 2 thumbs and was taking the truth of that statement for granted? This girl! On Sunday, my lifegroup had a discussion about worldly peace vs. peace that God brings and one of my friends said this.
The world easily helps us forget that our standing with God and his forgiveness is not based on anything we have done, are doing, or will do. It's based of what HE has done. How easily we hear that statement and say "Ya I know" but really do you??? Just take a minute and think about that statement.
That way of thinking is soo beyond the realm of human understanding, the closest replica we have of that relationship is the love a parent has for their child(which has the meaning for me now that I am a parent).
This also made me think about a friend of mine from high School that I was recently talking to. This friend has had hard year and I have told him many times that I would be praying for him and asked him what he believes. He said that He feels like he has asked God for forgiveness from his sins but he cannot(my friend) understand how God would forgive him when he cannot forgive himself. I told him that is was all part of God's beautiful mystery. That;s our human way of trying to understand, but its way more intense than we can imagine................
Friday, December 2, 2011
Motherhood
This was the day my life changed forever. As I walked into the hospital the Sunday evening before to be induced, I had no idea what was coming. Call me crazy, but I believe for me the hardest part of pregnancy was morning sickness, even weighing out labor and delivery. Labor was 16 hours, but that was overnight so it wasnt that horrible, but at about 4 am my water broke(I didnt notice right away because I was in so much pain and I didnt know what it was because there was meconium in it.) and contractions started eating my lunch. Actually they ate my breakfast, lunch and dinner, and all the snacks in between. I told Nick to call my mom because I just needed my mom, ya know?
I am thankful not only did I have Husband with me(who I dont know what I do without) but I also had my mom with me. She was one proud Nana when her grandson was born!
It took me a few minutes after he was born to fully grasp what had just happened. When my doctor(who is fabulous by the way) put him on my chest all that was going through my head was "I can breathe now!" When they were cleaning him off it hit me what crazy miracle just happened!
Somthing else that has new meaning for me now is the miracle of Christmas. I dont want to sound corny but there are some song lyrics that explain it best.
"It's still a mystery to me
That the hands of God could be so small,
How tiny fingers reaching in the night
Were the very hands that measured the sky
.........
It's still a mystery to me, oh,
How His infant eyes have seen the dawn of time
How His ears have heard an angel's symphony,
But still Mary had to rock her Savior to sleep ........
Jesus the Christ, born in Bethlehem
A baby born to save, to save the souls of man "
As I rock my baby to sleep I can't believe or understand why God chose to come to earth as a baby, he could have just appeared on earth as a full grown man. But I praise Him that this was how He chose to come to dwell with us. I cant imagine what was going through Mary's Head as she gave birth to her Savior. What a humbling experience! Wait, is humble the right word? I would be thinking how unworthy I am to be chosen to birth my Savior. The Savior of the world!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
To be or not to be Babywise?
The majority of this post will be about principles of Babywise, I will also share some pictures of Micah and the non gory part of labor and my hospital stay so if youre not interested in babywise just scroll down.
Having studied child development for the past 8 or so years, I have a few problems with principles of Babywise.
First, it is parent centered. Isn't this supposed to be about raising our children? So why in the world would we focus the process on ourselves? That kind of thin king flies in the face of everything I know about Child Development, and it is the most developmentally INAPPROPRIATE practice I believe I have ever heard of. I think their main premise of making this parent centered is the goal of trying to get baby to sleep through the night by 8 weeks, and I am not denying that it happens but every baby is different(which brings me to my next point.) Seriously parents? Lets just do what we want while raising our children because its convenient for us? COME ON! A friend of mine also pointed out to be that completely discounts any and all guidance we have from God in this. According to Babywise, if you are successful then you are a good parent, if not then its all your fault, and God gets no credit and gives no guidance. Now I understand everyone is not a christian and doesnt live their life the way I do, so I can let that one slide. But still why are we blaming parents for not having a baby just the same as theirs?
Second, they say that to say that every child is different is "an outdated statement". Really? When did we stop being individuals? Again, extremely developmentally INAPPROPRIATE.
My last babywise point is that they say the model the principles..........at least of sleeping after principles of Behaviorism and classical conditioning. Let me explain classical conditioning, it was coined by Ivan Pavlov who(way back whenever) did an experiment with dogs(yes they compare babies to dogs first of all, anyone?) in which he started with the dogs unconditioned response of salavating at the presentation of the stimilus-food. He then started ringing a bell every time he presented the food, after awhile the dogs started salavating at the ring of the bell-conditioned response. So let me take a specific example from the book, they say dont rock your baby to sleep because they get used to the rocking and cant sleep without it. Ok here we have the unconditioned response-sleeping only after being rocked and we want to eventually have a conditioned response-sleeping on their own. How can you expect to get that conditioned response with immediately extinguishing the stimulus-rocking- and not taking it away over time? So my point is the are not modeling things they way they think-they are contradicting themselves as well as ignoring well established theories-not only from Pavlov, but also from Piaget, etc... The only only theorist they mention is Freud, and dont get me started with that quack.
OK, it out of my system now. So now about Micah.
I was induced at 4 weeks, around 7pm on a Sunday Night and delivered on Monday, September 12th 2011 at 12:55 pm. Micah was born at 7 lbs. 12 oz. 19 inches long.
He was 7 lbs 1 oz at two weeks and we also discovered that week that he has pretty severe acid reflux. It is controlled now (somewhat) with Prevacid and Similac Sensitive Formula exclusively. Yes, I set out to breastfeed and wanted to for at least nine months and yes my pediatrician is pro-breastfeeding. But we both are also pro-best thing for Baby. He slept better with the formula, Nick and I could tell he was not in as much pain, and gained weight past his birth weight(he previously lost 14% of his birth weight. So I, Nick and our pediatrician agreed that this is best for Micah. So it might not be what I would choose, but this is the stuff you(God) use.
Micah is 4 weeks old and will officially be one month old tomorrow. Here are some pictures from when he was born and some more recent ones.
Having studied child development for the past 8 or so years, I have a few problems with principles of Babywise.
First, it is parent centered. Isn't this supposed to be about raising our children? So why in the world would we focus the process on ourselves? That kind of thin king flies in the face of everything I know about Child Development, and it is the most developmentally INAPPROPRIATE practice I believe I have ever heard of. I think their main premise of making this parent centered is the goal of trying to get baby to sleep through the night by 8 weeks, and I am not denying that it happens but every baby is different(which brings me to my next point.) Seriously parents? Lets just do what we want while raising our children because its convenient for us? COME ON! A friend of mine also pointed out to be that completely discounts any and all guidance we have from God in this. According to Babywise, if you are successful then you are a good parent, if not then its all your fault, and God gets no credit and gives no guidance. Now I understand everyone is not a christian and doesnt live their life the way I do, so I can let that one slide. But still why are we blaming parents for not having a baby just the same as theirs?
Second, they say that to say that every child is different is "an outdated statement". Really? When did we stop being individuals? Again, extremely developmentally INAPPROPRIATE.
My last babywise point is that they say the model the principles..........at least of sleeping after principles of Behaviorism and classical conditioning. Let me explain classical conditioning, it was coined by Ivan Pavlov who(way back whenever) did an experiment with dogs(yes they compare babies to dogs first of all, anyone?) in which he started with the dogs unconditioned response of salavating at the presentation of the stimilus-food. He then started ringing a bell every time he presented the food, after awhile the dogs started salavating at the ring of the bell-conditioned response. So let me take a specific example from the book, they say dont rock your baby to sleep because they get used to the rocking and cant sleep without it. Ok here we have the unconditioned response-sleeping only after being rocked and we want to eventually have a conditioned response-sleeping on their own. How can you expect to get that conditioned response with immediately extinguishing the stimulus-rocking- and not taking it away over time? So my point is the are not modeling things they way they think-they are contradicting themselves as well as ignoring well established theories-not only from Pavlov, but also from Piaget, etc... The only only theorist they mention is Freud, and dont get me started with that quack.
OK, it out of my system now. So now about Micah.
I was induced at 4 weeks, around 7pm on a Sunday Night and delivered on Monday, September 12th 2011 at 12:55 pm. Micah was born at 7 lbs. 12 oz. 19 inches long.
He was 7 lbs 1 oz at two weeks and we also discovered that week that he has pretty severe acid reflux. It is controlled now (somewhat) with Prevacid and Similac Sensitive Formula exclusively. Yes, I set out to breastfeed and wanted to for at least nine months and yes my pediatrician is pro-breastfeeding. But we both are also pro-best thing for Baby. He slept better with the formula, Nick and I could tell he was not in as much pain, and gained weight past his birth weight(he previously lost 14% of his birth weight. So I, Nick and our pediatrician agreed that this is best for Micah. So it might not be what I would choose, but this is the stuff you(God) use.
Micah is 4 weeks old and will officially be one month old tomorrow. Here are some pictures from when he was born and some more recent ones.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
I fall facedown...
I am 39 weeks and 2 days pregnant right now. My Sister had my niece at 38 weeks so I was hoping our labors would be similar in time, but no such luck, Micah is still "cooking". My doctors plan is to induce labor on Monday, my due date. So one way or another Micah will be here be next week! I'm getting very uncomfortable physically but trying to mentally prepare myself to be a mom(I know my mommy friends are reading this thinking good luck with that!)
This morning I caught up on some music written and sung by my friend, Hannah Affleck (hannahaffleck.com). Hannah and I met while in Seminary and met as accountability partners as well as being forever friends. When Hannah and I met, God had us at very similar points in our life. Both of us were new at SWBTS pursuing Childhood Minisrtry. Through the years, God has lead us to very different places in our lives but at the same time, Hannah and I have moved side by side through the struggles and "lightbulb" moments in each of our walks with Christ, it is truly amazing how God brought us together and lead each step we've taken, and how he gave us each other to spur one another along.
"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching" Hebrews 10:23-25
Hannah recently wrote and recorded a song called "I fall facedown"-
http://hannahaffleck.com/media/music/new-recording/ <---This link is to a live recording when she sang this song at her church and she shared the things God used to lead her to write this song. I listened this recording and heard her testimony about the song. As she sang the song, although I've heard it before, this time after hearing her testimony about the song, it made me cry. Now I know youre thinking its my crazy really pregnant hormones, but God again used Hannah to voice and encourage me through my walk with her own. See, Hannah talks about how she feels so inadequate somtimes and about a very specific time in her life that God brought her through, I remember sitting in her apartment talking with her about it, about how we live in a fallen, imperfect world. But actually she would not be where she is doing what shes doing had this not shaken her world. Anyway, I started thinking about the decision Nick and I made almost a year ago to follow Gods will in our lives and start trying to have children, and how we were blown away that 2 1/2 months later we found out I was pregnant. And how although I have studied child development all my life, I still feel inadequate as a mother and I know that I will make mistakes, and that nagging voice that keeps telling me that because of the vocations that Nick and I have chosen we wont be able to provide for our son in the way that my parents were always able to provide for me. Knowing all this things, all I can do is fall facedown before my King knowing He has everything under control.
Listen to Hannahs song and let the words speak to you.
http://hannahaffleck.com/media/music/new-recording/
Bound in chains of fear
Lies created by this world
Shadows cast of who you created me to be
Leading to this place of disallusion
Struggling to Believe
My Identity is in you
Secure and Complete
I Fall Facedown
In Brokenness O Lord
Knowing you are strong enough
To break the chains around my heart and set me free
I fall Facedown
Lord, there's things inside of me
I don't want anyone to see
I hide in shame, but you see everything
Come and meet my every need
Set me apart for Holy Things
Your Love covers me
I am Redeemed!
I Fall Face down
In Brokenness O Lord
Knowing you are strong enough
To break the chains around my heart and set me free
I Fall Facedown
In worship to you Lord
Knowing you
Are Big enough
To take this wounded heart and make it whole
I fall facedown
I fall Facedown
I Fall Facedown
This morning I caught up on some music written and sung by my friend, Hannah Affleck (hannahaffleck.com). Hannah and I met while in Seminary and met as accountability partners as well as being forever friends. When Hannah and I met, God had us at very similar points in our life. Both of us were new at SWBTS pursuing Childhood Minisrtry. Through the years, God has lead us to very different places in our lives but at the same time, Hannah and I have moved side by side through the struggles and "lightbulb" moments in each of our walks with Christ, it is truly amazing how God brought us together and lead each step we've taken, and how he gave us each other to spur one another along.
"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching" Hebrews 10:23-25
Hannah recently wrote and recorded a song called "I fall facedown"-
http://hannahaffleck.com/media/music/new-recording/ <---This link is to a live recording when she sang this song at her church and she shared the things God used to lead her to write this song. I listened this recording and heard her testimony about the song. As she sang the song, although I've heard it before, this time after hearing her testimony about the song, it made me cry. Now I know youre thinking its my crazy really pregnant hormones, but God again used Hannah to voice and encourage me through my walk with her own. See, Hannah talks about how she feels so inadequate somtimes and about a very specific time in her life that God brought her through, I remember sitting in her apartment talking with her about it, about how we live in a fallen, imperfect world. But actually she would not be where she is doing what shes doing had this not shaken her world. Anyway, I started thinking about the decision Nick and I made almost a year ago to follow Gods will in our lives and start trying to have children, and how we were blown away that 2 1/2 months later we found out I was pregnant. And how although I have studied child development all my life, I still feel inadequate as a mother and I know that I will make mistakes, and that nagging voice that keeps telling me that because of the vocations that Nick and I have chosen we wont be able to provide for our son in the way that my parents were always able to provide for me. Knowing all this things, all I can do is fall facedown before my King knowing He has everything under control.
Listen to Hannahs song and let the words speak to you.
http://hannahaffleck.com/media/music/new-recording/
Bound in chains of fear
Lies created by this world
Shadows cast of who you created me to be
Leading to this place of disallusion
Struggling to Believe
My Identity is in you
Secure and Complete
I Fall Facedown
In Brokenness O Lord
Knowing you are strong enough
To break the chains around my heart and set me free
I fall Facedown
Lord, there's things inside of me
I don't want anyone to see
I hide in shame, but you see everything
Come and meet my every need
Set me apart for Holy Things
Your Love covers me
I am Redeemed!
I Fall Face down
In Brokenness O Lord
Knowing you are strong enough
To break the chains around my heart and set me free
I Fall Facedown
In worship to you Lord
Knowing you
Are Big enough
To take this wounded heart and make it whole
I fall facedown
I fall Facedown
I Fall Facedown
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